Friday, October 30, 2015
I am really nervous right now. Whether I get to embark on a career I'm looking forward to depends on the outcome tomorrow.
I don't remember myself being this nervous the night before PSLE and A-Level result revelations. I guess because this feels more real than anything-- yeah I'm finally stepping into the real world doing real work. Furthermore, this is a job I really wanna do, this intensifies my anxiety.
For every step of the assessment, I gave in my best and used any possible resources (assistance from friends, family, lecturers etc.). Should there be anything in my life I've ever given all in, this would definitely be one of them. I don't deny I have great expectations of the outcome, and I believe I will be inevitably disappointed if my dreams are eventually shattered upon a negative outcome. However, I am very thankful for all those who have stood by me during this intense period. Thanks to all who spent time to look at my cv, cover letter and presentation and gave valuable feedback; thanks to all who showered me with words of encouragement; thanks to all who are concerned; thanks to all who have faith in me.
And for now, I'm just gonna pray real hard for my dream to come true. :')
6:38 AM
Till we meet again..
